2. Of course not. To be around children in the US in accepted ways, you have to not only agree to change them but to do it in permanently damaging ways. You also get to handle teachers complaining about students, parents, and other teachers. Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a comment! Maybe well both find our way back to the classroom one day! Some days I get one period off. We can only hope that wiser and more knowledgeable heads making the decisions will prevail. But I also saw that teachers at that school looked genuinely happy. Why? Here are some things they suggest keeping in mind as you contemplate a potential move. What you say is very true, and very sad. Talk about burning the candle at both ends! I quit my cushy corporate job to become a teacher back in 2012. So thank you to both of you! I hope that you have a good answer to that question, because I havent got a clue. He says that youre brilliant, youre funny, youre caring, and kind, and he says you know EVERYTHING!!! Elsewhere, in an entirely different part of the country, a ninth-grade teacher-friend of mine was askedto abandon anyeducationalmath gamesand make more of an effort to spoon-feed, please.English teachers look onhelplessly as more and more works of fiction areplucked from the curriculum and replaced by fact-driven nonfiction. I am fortunate that I have the ability to devote more time to my husband, children and grandchildren. The general public needs to hear more from people like you. It is crazy the direction education has taken, and so sad. But I edit scientific manuscripts for a living now, and Ive promised myself I will not end up in the classroom on a full-time basis again. It doesnt. And if I were the only person over the age of 13 in that building, my life would be perfect. Teacher guilt and some serious low career self-esteem held me back from leaving when I knew I wanted something different. STOP IT. Other people with good intentions telling you what an amazing teacher you are and that you cant leave the kids doesnt help. Great reading, perfect emphasis of the main points. Ive read this three times over and HAVE TO share it, especially today of of all days! I think someone told me you ended up at U of M so, so proud of you, fellow Wolverine! I immediately opened my classroom door and said very loudly lets listen to the anthem from the hallway speakers since our classroom intercom is not working. You may notice that your child's schoolwork is much easier than it has been in the past and requires little effort to complete. The reason for my leaving is that I have found something I want to focus onteacher professional development. To make matters worse, a child who had special educational needs was subjecting me to frequent physical assaults. Youll be moving up quickly, Im sure. They would make 2-3 years of growth because I challenged them daily and created a very rigorous program for each of my first graders on their own level. At first I taught five-year-olds, tactile style, and then after two weeks they gave all my kids to other teachers because I wasnt experienced enough. Because teaching is such a niche profession, Ive found that many teachers dont realize the value their experience can bring to positions outside of the classroom. The scripted curriculum even details what the children should say in response. I loved and loathed your article at the same time. She gave me another huge hug as I was headed out the door. In the twelve years I was a high school English teacher, I watched people leave the profession in droves. Heck, even society views the profession that way. The kids. I remember struggling with this when I was in the process of applying for roles outside of teaching. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. Mr. Bruces class, on the other hand, was warm, welcoming, and he (me) spent time after school making sure that the special needs kids got a different test, or read the test to them, etc., etc., etc. We always remembered you fondly! Teacher guilt is real and can be very powerful. It has been a challenge making this decision but I have decided to take the leap, though I do not know if it will be a step in the right direction. The Stockton Police Department said that a teacher at George Lincoln Mosher Elementary School was arrested on Friday afternoon. My only offer was, of course, from the massive, local technical/junior college. Its no wonder you dont want to do this anymore. It seems like only so much can be done. There is nothing wrong with the first school I worked at - and some would see the things I complained about and not be turned off. I just didnt feel like finishing the reading. for 32 years. If you genuinely HATE teaching, give yourself permission to start considering your other options. I had a student call me a b**ch and they did nothing about it. So, try and imagine that youre Mr. Sts for a momenthow would you teach your class?, Ummm, look, Im not Mr. St. I love my job, I love the students, I hate my colleagues. But a change in leadership has helped me fall back in love with education. I understand the many, many reasons to leave this profession but please consider the many, many more young people like I was. But I refused to accept that was the only reason it was a hard year. Creativity has been crushed. I think its really a matter of finding the right school district; thats what saved me! In fact that "bad kid" track record let's me see things in ways that most teachers don't, particularly the useless nonsense in education which they love perpetuating. Because I cant hired as a full time teacher. This mission is especially important when reporting on education in our community; therefore, we commit our readers tointegrity, accuracy, and independencein education reporting. How wonderful to hear from you, Joyce! Clearly your perspective as a committed parent and (seemingly) very experienced teacher is an important one. I hope things are going well! My children DO try. To make matters worse, a child who had special educational needs was subjecting me to frequent physical assaults. Thank you so much for your encouragement, Larry! Editor's Note: If you enjoyed this article, please become a Patreon supporter by clicking here. I figure that even if I get burned out on teaching, if I do it well it can open up other doors, as it did with you and your writing career. Youre such a great teacher! or Oh, but the kids need people like you in their lives.. The result? Again, its far from a one-size-fits-all scenario. Their perspectives on life are so simple, yet at times they can surprise you with their wisdom. At this point, I was devastated, but I wasnt going to let this prick know it. My husbanddoesnt know how tomanage a restaurant just because wevegone out to eat. I dont want to do it. Whats stopping you?! My husbanddoesnt know how tomanage a restaurant just because wevegone out to eat. and so many people think that teachers are there for the summers. I can't believe how fast I've become angry and bitter. What a moving and accurate account of what is going on in education today. NAILED IT!!!! THIS is a PD day!!! So do IEPs, 504 plans, and whether or not you are teaching an AP or Honors class filled with students who mightperform well with or without your help. Humanity has been crushed. You chose this profession, dont like it, Quit. Depending upon your stateand your years of experience, you might be observed anywhere from oncea month to once every couple of years. When Im not script reading, the kids are on corporation mandated technology programs for the rest of the day. I remember you (and your brother) very well, of course although your new name threw me off for a second. We dont have target cards, because how does that really help pupils to learn? Actually, there are only two: my colleagues, and my kids. Ill never forget you being a student teacher and then coming back when I was a senior. Students are privileged and we have to live with it. Im tired of being the mask police. Of course, for every helicopter parent, there is a devastatingly absentee parent, as well as an equal number who areso remarkablysupportive that you wonder if theyre even real. 9 Signs its the Right Choice. So I concentrate on the kids I can help, the ones whose scores will make me look good. But if these are the reasons you might leave, here is the reason you might stay: the kids, man. ), technology has become the mind-numbing thief of imagination, and in no way does your day resemble that of any other college-educated, white-collar worker. Do you also find yourself saying, I hate teaching! throughout the day? I talk and BS so much at meetings that everyone else thinks Im the model teacher but I rarely do any of the baloney they want. What is WRONG with these people? Parents requested that their children be put in my classes. and last updated 4:19 AM, Mar 01, 2023. Your email address will not be published. But if I continue on, well, I dont think I can be a teacher. I have 7 years until I retire. Here is why Would I be a teacher all over again? Copyright - 2023 Teacher Misery | Design & Development: Cause Inspired, That miserable teacher who needed out was me., I know how guilty you may feel admitting you want to leave because Ive been there too. Though we teachers tend to stick together, Ialso have a group of friends and family with a wide rangeof careers they run the gamut from successful marketers to mechanicalengineers to human resource managers. One fear that keeps children from enjoying school is separation anxiety. And I see it all the time; teachers talk themselves out of even applying or truly starting the process of a career transition for fear that no one hires teachers., With this low self-esteem, many teachers fall into the trap of believing their profession defines them. Unfortunately, I am limping rather than inspiring. The Teacher Career Coach community, resources, and course are all here to help people like you and me who, for whatever reason, are looking for an exit strategy. Young teachers from across the United States have told me they no longer have the ability to properly manage classrooms not because of lack of desire, but because of upper administration decisions to reduce statistics on classroom referrals and in-school and out-of-school suspensions. Your article was spot on. Dr Mara helped me build the school of my dreams without sacrificing my salary or sanity! When I wear it curly, I just scrunch in some mousse and use a diffuser until its mostly dry. My student teacher was stalked by a parent. Not to mention the embarrassing issue of content area expertise: how can an administrator with a history degreeassess whether or not a physics teacher is delivering accurate information? Julie! Finished my second time through, got certified, now am working in the school where I student taught. Its okay to validate those feelings instead of feeling wrong for them. Thank you for articulating my feelings so succinctly and empathetically. Sit down occasionally. They are smarter than that, and they are capable of more failures and consequently, more successes than the world is allowing them to experience. You are doing important things. On 2): my kids come home from school and then they fight over who goes to bathroom first. If they're willing, let these students share with the rest of the class how it felt to hear . Your email address will not be published. You might miss their ability to make you forget about therough start to your morning, or the looks of awe on theircaptivatedfaces when they finally learn something that, So You Dont Want to Teach Anymore? I hate what were doing to these kids. Keep the blog posts comin Melissa, you have me entranced! When sheran her first Toddler Turkey Trot lastNovember,the people in charge asked if I wanted to buy her a medal. They are ALWAYS, always out its like an extra appendage. I love how you have captured the frustrations of teaching as it has evolved in the past 10 years or so, and am so proud of ( but not surprised!) Maybe I have a romanticized memory of what teaching is and I conveniently forgot the challenges and struggles that took the fun out of teaching? Its time. I tell people who ask that I am contemplating retirement, but I still enjoy being in the classroom. Plus, no politics or report cards! Please keep in touch! I used to care about people and be compassionate and that's gone now. So sad. To date, we have over 45+ writers from around the world and boast over twelve million page views. I miss it every single day. I have been teaching for 17 years and turned my resignation in last week. Even the toughest of guys will cry at the end of that novella. I believe the most important thing of all is that they are safe. . Teacher guilt is very, very real and can be very, very powerful. You are given the toughest students because you can handle them. At their core, they. I wouldnt have seen your blog page and article without the help of Profe and Mrs. Crow. More things are added to teachers' plates every year and rarely is anything removed. In reality, the ways my kids learned (which spiked their assessment scores) didnt feel or look like school, because they were things five-year-olds could relate to, like making letters from playdough and writing with fingers in shaving cream. In order for peopleto really know how well youredoing your job, they have to watch you do it. Ha!). You deserve to feel fulfilled in your life in and out of your career. I am about to leave the profession after 16 years. After retiring from a school where I wasn't happy teaching under the new principal, I started subbing and it was just what I needed -- I saw so many good schools and happy teachers! Happened across this article of yours! OF COURSE, as teachers, our job isto adapt to the changing times. Why do so many educators say, I hate teaching, but then never take action to make a change? As more and more districts begin to adopt this nonsensical practice, who will teach the kids who are struggling? Theres an app er, areason for that. Period. He just, She burst in We are so lucky to have you, Robert. I cant believe I got my MAT in this. Which educatorswill potentially sacrifice their own careers to guidethe students who work, So instead of spending your prep hour or your Sunday night creating abrilliant lesson plan or grading the ten dozenessays you just collected, you mustspend that time figuring out how to meet arbitrary goals and initiatives that will become irrelevant andobsolete by the following school year. CON: In a self-contained classroom, the teacher is responsible for teaching all of the subject areas. It was because of the politics and the b.s. I have nothing to be proud about. A teacher in my building suffered a concussion when she was head-butted by a student. Hope to see you in the movies someday soon. I hate getting bounced around so much and never getting to sub in English. In some cases, they need an out ASAP (even if that means breaking their teaching contract). Im totally fascinated. I do a little tutoring for home-schooled students & I find it very rewarding. Art and music programs are still in grave danger and, in some districts, have already been slashed to ribbons. You really changed my perspective on how intriguing school could be. For a while now, teachers have been battling anincreasing pressure to teach to the test. Despite our banshee-esque warning cries, this situation is not improving. When staff sought support, they were made to feel it was their fault, and their responsibility alone to deal with it. Its because school districts and administrative types always fall for the junk tech and applications that are poorly designed and implemented. Teachers often missed their PPA (planning, preparation and assessment) time because they were dealing with pupils behaviour. So many teachers struggle with Impostor Syndrome, underestimating the value and skills they bring to the table in any situation. and maybe I will stayOtherwise, forget about it. I did not choose to leave which means that maybe I didnt have the cojones my Google searchersdo, to look around and take stock of my situation and say, Im done. Its important that you understand WHY you are staying in a position that you think you hate. As I continue to try to redefine my life its difficult knowing that I cannot be happy doing the thing that I am best at, being a teacher. Man. I looked forward to your class and I took a lot from it. Now, after I read your text I feel sure that what my mind had been telling me for years was true "I need to restart somewhere else". I really am curious why you dont take your own advice and suck it up butter cup, get a teaching degree, and get this cush job that everybody would die to have. This is brilliant And these are most of the reasons I dont want to teach anymoreeven though Im so good at it. They deserve to gather around a rocking chair and feed their imaginations. One day, I ended up in hospital with concussion and a suspected broken nose. If I were teaching, I really think Id like itmaybe love it even. These stressed-to-the-max, ready-to-quiteducators keep finding their way to my blog, and its sort of weird becauseIve never written a post about that. These are good things, right? When my daughters preschool notetells me she was not a good listener that day, I feel frustrated and helpless and a little bit sure the teacher is just being too demanding. I noticed that some things had been pilfed from my room, and I know who did it, too. The air inside your classroom walls is probably thick with the stench ofIts not my fault, its yourfault, and it sure seems likethe smell is coming from the students. I appreciate your Facebook share! As your other former students have said, you may not remember me, but I certainly remember your class. Staying for the kids is what I did for the last 5 years. I hate feeling like the only one in the room not acting like a cult member about to join a pyramid scheme. I wanted them. Aprecious few retired with a full career in their rearview but, like Nancie Atwell, even they might advise the potential teachersof today to choose something else. Though I do not have to follow the Common Core or state standards, those expectations are entering our school environment. From family who keep giving me advice, as if they have a clue what I do for 60+ hours each week. I was 39 and with 3 small children . I hated how it changed me and how it impeded other aspects of my life. The fact is that we would probably take different approaches to it as well if our hands werent tied by whatever new initiative some government type has just come up with to justify his job. Complete paperwork and other job-related tasks during the actual work day, Mostpeoplehave lights in their home, but that doesnt make themelectricians. A plethora of versions abound. #NotForTheFaintOfHeart One day, I ended up in hospital with concussion and a suspected broken nose. The kids are great and I will miss them when I leave. Nearly every supply call I get is for the most difficult grade level, subject and ability level (what a shocker.) Go out to lunch The individuality has been sucked out of the profession (worldwide), and it will now, sadly, only attract the blandest people. Would love to learn more about your #5 above, about how the obsession with technology makes you CRAZY. I can totally see that. What Happens When Your Post Goes Semi-Viral, This Morning, When You Left for Kindergarten, You Need to Go to the Northern California Writers Retreat, PSA: Teachers Are Not in Charge of Choosing Snow Days. Speaking as a supply teacher, we are massively disrespected on a daily basis by snotty 14 year olds. Its interesting to hear what went on behind-the-scenes while I was preoccupied being an oblivious 16-year-old. A friend once told me, You have no idea what its like to have a real job something with deadlines and adults breathing down your neck. What you say is so, so accurate. I also live in California now and am not certified here. I dont even teach history. So true, send out a distruptive, rude student only to have them back in 10 minutes. I appreciated some of the activities from your class that encouraged that part of me; I loved working on my snapshot journal and reading works by E.E. Were often treated to staff breakfasts, dinners on parents evenings, and simple messages and demonstrations of thanks. These students treat me like I am less than human. Truth be told, I had no idea what I was doingever. But Johnny doesnt know it means all that, because what he hearsat the dinner table is that his parents areUNBELIEVABLY ANGRY that his teacher had the nerve the nerve! DONT QUIT! Eerie how when I passed this on to friends, they thought it was me. Everybody remembers their favorite teacher and they can tell you why! I know this doesnt add to the paycheck or make the job easier. I expected my headteacher to support me. One of the biggest mistakes that I see teachers make is that they put off the research and planning until the last minute. Other teachers really enjoy working in schools with robust and supported AP/IB programs with parents who are involved in their kids' education. Challenging students, prickly parents, crushing paperwork: They all go with the territory, and contribute to a level of attrition among special educators that is said to be much higher than that of. Courtney (Phillips) Palen. Now I have been reduced to robotically reading my script for both reading and math. February 22, 2020 10:55am. I cant be part of something where I constantly feel Im betraying myself and children (Im currently teaching eighth grade English at an NY private school). Your # 5 above, about how the obsession with technology makes you crazy my husband children... Outside of teaching up at U of M so, so proud of you, Robert be in. I get is for the most important thing of all is that they put off research. And a suspected broken nose, underestimating the value and skills they to! The scripted curriculum even details what the children should say in response know who did it, quit who giving... 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